moment

What is life. How is it that i live and want to live.

I have seen that the best of me comes out when i am in the moment.
Considering nothing else, just concentrated in now.

Now, doing something that gives me and my mind enrichment. But it can not be repeatitive.
it has to be a new depth, new dimension, new thought explored as I see it. Outsider could think I am doing the same thing, as if i care.

The production of output is important. It needs input, it needs churning. Output may not be the end (as input-process-output is continuous, it's difficult to say which one comes first.)

What happens to the output isn't important.
While giving birth, it's the transformation that is inevitable and rewarding in absolute.
That's the only thing that matters.

At what speed? It's organic. If i am convinced of it, my speed will be right. I will know when to sow down and when to pull myself up.

what's important is to create. and give yourself the time and space to create.
in the time and space, when i create, i am not just alone, 'i' am absent. it's a dip into emptiness, silence. 

Other things in life are useless - Social programmes that weigh one down. Take away the time and space. While there is nothing certain about what would one have done with it, loss of time can be perceived most clearly and most certainly.

Death is around the corner. 

It's the ultimate submission.
It's the entrance of emptiness.

Emptiness is within us.
When we move the safety net of what we know and forget to exist - the mind surrenders to the breath, now.here.

This is the state.

Dont have a word to describe. When the soul is free of the body, free and uncontrolled by the reality.